My wish~

I told myself not to post here to often but~
But i guess i will pour my heart and soul out this once
Here goes~
I never did say the words " i love you " on this trip despite my plans~
I guess i can't really bring myself to say it,
I dont want you to stay away from me~
I guess i just can't take the risk of it all...
Despite the time of me ever seeing you will be nearly zero now....
So with all my hear and soul... here is my wish~
I wish that all the extra points that i have can be given or used as luck to let yulin get into the course she wants...
I don't care no matter how long i get... as long as i get to see her happy and joyful that she can get into the course she wants on monday~
All i want is enough points to enter into poly through DPA...
Thats all~
I rather she be happy then me....
I guess thats how really important she is to me...
And maybe with all this~ i can really see her happy....