Love??

I told myself i will avoid using this blog but....
I guess i am reactivating it.
My life is in a mess,
Family,Friends,Love.
Can i really give up On YuLin??
I dun feel i am getting anywhere.
I think she already gt someone in mind,
Or am i just thinking to much. =S
Since yesterday,
I feel like telling MingZhe.
I dun want be your Friend,
But what will YuLin think of me...
I dun want her to dislike me,
So i just play along.
It was really Pleasing when YanYu face changed,
Gaberiels heart changed color as well.
I know i very BlackHearted,
But...
The Line:
All's fair in Love and War popped up..
What i told LiPing also holds abit of truth,
I think everyday.
I bit of feeling towards YuLin is Disappearing.
And a new Qestion arose,
Do i Like LiPing??
I think if i can change her,
I will fall in Love with her =S
2Sides: YuLin or LiPing
Its here now will it change?